Nothing extraordinary.

Whoo.

Tuesday marks the end of my 4 solid days’ break.

I’m trying hard to achieve work-life balance.

I guess I’ll have to start on revision, officially, tomorrow.

Today has been cool?

I met up with 2 of my classmates at 112 Katong to celebrate the birthday of one of them.

It was kinda awkward, I don’t know why…?

At first there was supposed to be 6 people, but then in the end it was reduced to 3.

I didn’t quite know what to talk about… and it doesn’t help that one of the classmates didn’t look very comfortable about the whole scenario in general.

But, in consolation… Astons was nice and we watched Men in Black 3, which was fantastic too!

The rest was pretty much awkward.

Ohman, once again, for the umpteenth time, wished my life was like the movies.

But there’s something very worth cherishing about being average.

At least you don’t have that much ups and downs to handle in life.

Astons. They serve great food, I guess. :)

It was quite an awkward “Birthday celebration”…

I’m going to go anonymous cos I am not against these people.

Okay it’s classmate A’s birthday and Classmate B and I were present to “celebrate”. More classmates were supposed to come but nope they didn’t manage to attend.

So I met Classmate B earlier to design cupcakes for A, which was quite a terrible turn out too, since we both suck at drawing on cupcakes. t.t

Then afterwards we met A for lunch at Astons and thenafter we tried to think of what we can do and B suggested going home…

Which I thought was a bit weird since it was like a “celebration”, but yeah it just didn’t have the elements of one.

I also thought it was weird that B would suggest that since B was actually the organiser of this “celebration”.

A then suggested a movie, so we checked timings for it.

Then for some reason B didn’t look that comfortable about the idea, but didn’t want to voice out afraid that we would be upset.

Then on the way to the movie theatre, B sms-ed me that B felt like going home and asked me to watch with A instead. (Yes we couldn’t just say that all out in front of A, so we sms-ed.)

I was a bit clueless as to what to do, since I felt that us leaving for home right after lunch kindof gives the impression that we didn’t treat this day as someone’s birthday at all. At the same time, I attended this “party” with B, so if B leaves, I wouldn’t pangseh B and stay, I would leave too.

So in the end I replied B that I was fine with anything and would just go with B’s decision, though it might be a bit bad since A has nobody to celebrate with, and then in the end B decided to go.

But it still gave me the impression that I forced B to go with that sms, and not because B willingly wants to go.

I mean, I don’t like to force people into things, so I would feel extremely bad if I did unintentionally forced B into this.

But I truly hope that B went in the end ‘cos B felt like going, not because B felt bad for leaving early or because of my sms. I mean, if it was that case, we might as well just have gone home because I’m pretty sure A wants us there because we want to spend A’s special day with A, not because we felt bad for leaving.

I mean… I don’t even know why I’m meeting such problems at someone’s so called “birthday celebration”, shouldn’t it be an event that friends would just naturally want to stay? And not leave early like 3pm? When they have nothing on at night?

I find that meeting this problem, in itself, is already pretty weird.

I mean I’m not sure la, maybe it’s just me?

I thought B was excited about planning A’s celebration. Maybe B sort of lost hope when only half of the people attended.

I wouldn’t blame B for that…

But anyway after Men in Black 3 everything was fine.

Attain

I had a nice dream. :)
“Fish day”, weird max, but still, pretty cool.
Maybe the unattainable will only be attainable in dreams.

Venturing

I had a great day with Shuhui today!

But I’m truly getting old. Barely eaten much and I’m bloated like mad…

I swear I’m keeping to my Bubbletea fast for now. I can’t go on like this…

I guess I’m not in top form today. Bloated, even felt tired after walking for awhile?

Idk what’s happening. Haiz, age.

One more solid free day, before I start work related to academics. And Bizclub.

I’ve been doing minimal work for Bizclub for these few days, which I might feel a little guilty for.

I finally tried Nanxiang Xiaolongbao today, which was pretty nice. I still miss Shanghai. :’)

Afterwards we walked around Bugis Street for awhile, and then we proceeded to Orchard.

Haven’t been to Orchard for quite long. It was great breathing in Orchard air, even though it doesn’t make much difference.

We ventured into Cineleisure today. My only impression of that place (had only been there for like once or twice?) was Frolick and BestFriesForever.

I have never walked around Cine before. So it was great checking out the new stores. :D

There were so many cool shops there and the best deal: hardly any crowd. WHOO.

I like the shops in Cine.

Then we walked around H&M then 313.

I was so bloated from Sharetea (Maybe karma’s hitting me for breaking my fast twice) and I knew I wasn’t in top form due to the bloated stomach.

Sorry Shuhui, haha.

We travelled back to Pasir Ris, bought some stuff and back to Tampines.

Age is catching up with me.

Yikes.